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My brother of words Has gone away

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 26, 2015, 4:30 PM


 


I read the e-note

Come by yesterday 03-25-2015

I am not able

To pen the words

To know what to say

My brother of words

Has gone away

Oh my friend

RonRay     :iconbark:

Is sleeping

With angles today

 

Now the darkness

Has become visible

As my face

Turns to stone

 

For I know

Am not alone

 

Some how

My world

Just got smaller




  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

stand alone in my only song

Fri Feb 13, 2015, 4:50 PM


often i see the raven
from afar and wonder
does he know my name

will the wind blow
only to chill my bones
wires waving from the sound

then memories come foward
find myself once again
with the light my friend


...as i gaze upon the open portal
and wonder what the day will bring

stand alone in my only song
come with me to the unknown

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  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

good bye ... sweet lou

Fri Jan 2, 2015, 12:41 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:


  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

Bored...so I lifted this....

Mon Dec 29, 2014, 3:35 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:
Bored...so I lifted this....from :iconoriginalkitten:

Birthday: Nov 21
Hair Color: Raven black going white
Righty or Lefty: both

------Personal stuff:
Past Time: creating art and listing to muisc
Your fears: tight places, clowns & dying
Goal: Be the that I can, have fun, be good at what I enjoy
Your thoughts first waking up: Oh crap shite is it that time ALREADY!
Your best physical feature: My eyes
Your bedtime: Usually around 10 pm
Your most missed memory: Believing in Santa

------Likes, Dislikes and so on:
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burgerking:none of the above...make mine in-n-out all the time
Adidas or Nike: Nike

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: strong coffee
Sing: Oh boy yes...much to everyones dismay
Take a shower everyday: Nope havent't had a shower for over a year. We have a bath 
Do you think you've been in love: Yep~till am
Want to go to college: been there done that
Believe in yourself: always
Get motion sickness: too right
Think youre attractive: sure
Think youre a health freak: I wish
Like Thunderstorms?: No freakin way!!!!!
Play an instrument: Used to play a blues harp

------ In the past Year:
Drank alcohol: yep sure did
Smoked: Yep...
Done a drug: only up in smoke @ 4:20
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: the equivalent
Eaten sushi: many times
Been on stage: Im always on stage DARLINGS...lmfao..nope
Been dumped: Yep...I was...for a younger me
Gone skating: never
Made homemade cookies: nope....cant bake to save my life
Gone skinny dipping: everytime i go to my hot tub @ nite

---------Ever:

Gotten beaten up: no
Shoplifted: @ 10 year young was caught with funny books down my paints
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope....no way!
How do you want to die: Quietly without any fuss
What country(s) would you most like to visit: mars

---------Other:
# of drugs taken illegally: Sure have...when I was a teen
# of people I could trust with my life: hmm about 7
# of CDs that I own: close to 2000
# of piercings: none
# of scars on my body: I have 3
# of things in my past that I regret: Too Too many things

  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

A, C,E ,F ,G ,H ,T ,V ,W, X.

Sun Nov 16, 2014, 12:36 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:


were old as dirt
that don't clean showers
coffee a must in the mornings
say you look lovely in red & black...me 2
show me the silver
were both (6) 12 inch rulers tall
tell the roster at 4:20 to shut he's trap
beets ...is not a veggie...it taste like dirt
we walk to beat of own drummer of sounds
x-rays...anymore and we would have x-ray vision



  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

..am back

Thu Oct 23, 2014, 4:46 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:

 

 ...am back

The last few days have been very surreal

Last week SIs and I ran all over town

To dot all the i's and cross all the T's

For pops funeral this past Saturday.

All went well as the sun was out and a clear day

Many cousins and family friends came

that I have not seen for many years

It was a sad day and a happy day also

 

Pop had a military funnel with two color guards

A Scottish bag piper playing in the back ground

A full bird army chapelyn said the last words

A hand full of dirt I said Farwell to pop for last time

 

I want share this poem that I penned on Wednesdays 10-15

Which was my Mums birthday...my Sister, niece and me?

Looking over the tombstone as to where Pops was to rest.

 

This covers the crazy week before the funeral
 

Missing keys

Where about unknown

In through the open window

To open up the front door

 

Dust and dirt

Are all about

Old mail from light years past

Find a green bag

And fill to toss away

Truck in the drive

Missing keys once again

Speed dials triple A

At last the white sled runs

 

But wait -- there’s is more

Missing keys

Strike again

Camper shell remains locked

 

All the rooms I the house

Become a war zone

Soon more people show up

To the dance within

Many hands filling countless bags

For the garbage man to toss

 

The days become a blur

Until the day of days

Are here at last

 

Soon a few ticks from noon

Poppa will be laid to rest

 

The family circles around

With the sounds of bagpipe

Flow in the wind

 

With a hand full of dirt

I toss below so I can let go

But Poppa you will be always

Be with me forever

I shall never forget

 

 

 



  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

Long Trip Home

Sun Oct 12, 2014, 1:40 PM





 

Going to So Cal

 

For its time to put Pop

To rest in the lawn of green

He will then be in bed

With mum once again

Seeing my lovely Sister

Will be the high light of my trip

So much to do

No one tell you about this

Of all the steps it takes

To give our lov ones

Rest forever in peace

 

Next Saturday if am strong

I will view Pop for the last time

Before going into the ground

For the big sleep

I will be gone for the next two weeks

My family and friends

For that time I will not be plugged-in

 

Do not worry for I will be back

Until then I give you all a group :hug:

To all take care and keep your art

Passion dreams alive

 

Until next time see ya in dreamtime:sleep:

Skot ~ aka talking Crow, Caddman & the dream weaver...:heart:

 


 



  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

About Something Besides Pain: Muisc

Thu Oct 2, 2014, 4:10 PM






I've been submitted by :iconbark: to do the 10 song shuffle challenge!

You can tell a lot about someone by the music they listen to.
Hit shuffle on your iPod/Phone/iTunes/media player and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people

Here is my list...:)

--> Korn - Wake Up
--> Bob Dylan - Precious Angel
--> Nerf Herder - Nervous Breakdown
--> Hoobastank - Say The Same
--> AC/DC - Stiff Upper Lip
--> Flogging Molly - Within A Mile Of Home
--> Buckcherry - All Of Me
--> Danzig - When Death Has No Name
--> Alice In Chains - Grind
--> Creed - One Last Breath

wow i see a poem in this

Wake up
My Precious Angel
No need for a Nervous Breakdown

Just Say The Same words
with a Stiff Upper Lip
For am getting closer
Within A Mile Of Home

Here I am All Of Me
who are you I ask
When Death Has No Name

Stop the pain
From the left
Grind...
One Last Breath


I tag anyone who thinks this looks like fun, and my best bud :iconcorvidae65: (Man, I just gotta know!




  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

today is a sad day

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 28, 2014, 6:33 PM
...Sunny Days Of Summer...Umm





today
is a sad day
for my father
has gone to sleep
with the angels

no more pain
only peace
will pop find
on this day

earily moring call
from my dear sister
and this is what
she did say

dad is gone
dad has gone away

the doctors all siad
that his heart just
gave up

all this news with
me being only days
away to fly to see pop

i hurt deep inside
i should have gave
him a phone call

i should have been
there for him in
his hour of need

so all my family of friends
i will not be here for awhile
but someday to return
as soon as my world
has been resoted to order



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.
.
Zie u in droomtijd...:sleep:

  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

this if for you christiane

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 1, 2014, 2:46 PM
...Sunny Days Of Summer...Umm



...
so in poem i will at some more...this if for you christiane

hide your head no more my dear
for the sun is coming to warm your face
rise and show us your inner beauty
that hides in the shadow

do not go away today
for i need you
to be part of me

for this moment
and until the sun
will never shine no more



.
.
.
Zie u in droomtijd...:sleep:

  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

...be gone

Sat Aug 16, 2014, 11:35 AM




..

today is my the start of my vacation

and will be gone for a spell or two

but not to worry

i will be back and then

be looking forawrd of the new art

that my friends have made

untill then have fun

be creative and be safe

i lov u my family and friends

so gather around for a group :iconsomehugsplz:

so for next few nights perhap i will

see you in the stars overhead

while i slip into dreamtime...:sleep:

always here 4 u ...:)

with :heart: Skot



  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

My deviantART Story

Fri Aug 8, 2014, 1:24 PM




...

Frist i want to share some art with five of my longtime Da friends

:iconfourteenthstar:    my friend FionaRainbow Days by fourteenthstar 

:iconfangedfem:     my friend Lesa-wary eyes- by fangedfem

:iconasclaire:    my friend Pat_SiLeNCe_ by asclaire   

:icongreenfaery:    my friend AndyCommdev-Greenfaery-Sathom by greenfaery 

:iconnebu:   my friend Shelley
    Silent Scream by nebu

found out more about the 14 year Da birthday here
heidi.deviantart.com/journal/C…

Now on where my Da story
.
.
.

Well let’s see
Where to start
Oh yes in the beging
Now let us go back in time
A time when the da was a baby
Of an age of two

Yep for me the da we go way back
Now entry the summer of 2002
I was between jobs after losing
My shortly after 911

While seating in a hotel room
With nothing to do before a job interview
I said to myself...let surf the telly
So I did and came upon a show
What’s this is all about I wonder...umm
It was a computer program for geeks
It was called screen savers

During the show two guys came into view
Yes the one and only yellow alien :iconjark: and :iconmatteo:

There were talking about an internet art site
Well I being an artist my eyes grew wide open
Please tell me more now I did say

In the end there gave a plug about the da art site
I hurried to find pen and paper and jotted down
The internet address and could not wait to go home
To check this new art site on the internet

At home I turn on my one eyed friend and went
Straight to the da to just it out
In no time I was signed up and had my own art page
At first I was taken aback to show my art story to the web world
It took some time before I posted my first pic
Ok ok it was a long time about 6 months later

I was hooked line and sinker
in the pasting year that followed
I have become friends to many amazing artist
My dear old mum I could hear her now
Son you need to get out and meet new friend
I had no idea that I would make friends for
All over the world I have come to lov the da

It was a place that everyone was speaking
The same language which was the wonderful world of art
When I log on to the da and after viewing my friend’s art
I became pumped up and can't wait to make my own dreams
Come to life through my own art

In my time here at the da I have learned a lot about Photoshop
Which with this new knowable has help me to fulfill my to bring
My own dreamtime dream to come to life so I can share
With all to see and feel my inner feelings deep inside
I lov this place more today than yesterday
Looking back is history and good memories to hold forever

I am looking forward to what the da has in store for the next 14 years
This I do say to the entire early artist that had the vision lov and passion
To make your dreams come true...to make this place the DA for all that has
followed to share the beauty of the wonderful world of art

Without you I would not be half the artist is today
...I give thee all a big thanks and a group :hug:

So that’s is it
That is my DA story

So with that I will see ya all in dreamtime my DA family and friends...:sleep:

:


  • Listening to: heavy metal from my ipod
  • Reading: my words
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

...I Can Get It Out Of My Head

Thu Aug 7, 2014, 5:25 PM









...I can’t get it out


             Of my head

 

Yes I can’t get

                       It out my head

 

My friend Nick Stone

                                   Is dead

 

Yes it’s true

Only a moment of time

                            Did he have?

 

In the end

This day became sad

 

Let us not forget

       Of the great art

That he did give

 

Though his dreams

                 Will live for every one

To always to remember


 



Graphics & CSS by Adorael
  • Listening to: white noise
  • Reading: your face
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

sweet inbrace

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 27, 2014, 6:56 PM
upon looking at this memory in time
some thoughts came to me in this Rhyme

...As I look into the shadows and see you
my mind races to be by your side
for a sweet inbrace...to smell your skin

  • Listening to: white noise
  • Reading: your face
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

i read the news today...oh boy

Tue Jul 15, 2014, 3:49 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:


i read the  news the other day
and it was good

sometime you just never now
i have 2 clubs reject this pic...i wonder why

Another Dream_03 by caddman
read on...:D

Congratulations!

Your art is very inspirational to all of us artists and
at Shadowness we like to thank our amazing artists
for all they do, to show our appreciation for you,
your artwork has been featured in todays
Daily Inspiration #1222

shadowness.com/dailyinspiratio…

it was a good day
a very good day indeed
now its back to the dreaming world
to create another dreamscape
from the otherside...:)

to one and all...have a good day...:sun:

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  • Listening to: white noise
  • Reading: your face
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

Devious Journal Entry

Sun Jun 29, 2014, 10:50 AM by caddman:iconcaddman:


...behind this mirror before me
i see not me but my otherself

look deep inside to see the real me...


I love raven by luisbc



  • Listening to: white noise
  • Reading: your face
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

passing through the wind

Wed Jun 11, 2014, 5:36 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:


...passing through the wind
going down in a tailspin
signs of the airport slipping
deep under the shifting sand

Here I stand alone
doors of blue waiting
for the next white noise
to take me down

Sitting and watching the
birds sail away on a cloud of grey
waiting and counting the ticks
Of the second-hand moving by

day dreams and ice cream dripping
TV screens of yellow and green
the madness swirling pulling me
under her spell only time will tell

If this is all real or a memory
that’s gone that took the wrong turn
"Still I stand alone screaming"
cell phone across the golden dawn




  • Listening to: white noise
  • Reading: your face
  • Watching: myself
  • Playing: around
  • Eating: nothing but sound
  • Drinking: your tears

2 thoughts 4 today

Mon May 26, 2014, 1:32 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:
..

hide your head no more my dear
for the sun is coming to warm your face
rise and show us your inner beauty
that hides in the shadow

do not go away today
for i need you
to be part of me

for this moment
and until the sun
will never shine no more

********************************************

...as we slip into the dream
the one that of before
we must ask our self
what is the lesson here

why become the question
tossing and turning
the night drags on

down the rabbit hole
we fall until a small
racing thought becomes clear

the broken mirror
was the portal of my return
forever swimming in void
until the next dream



Good bye old friend

Sat May 3, 2014, 12:28 PM by caddman:iconcaddman:

Good bye old friend
As if lay you down
Never again will if
See you around
We shared many
A good time
You knew all the
Place to go
To share life time
Memories
Now if must let go
You were always
There for me
To please me
Morning...noon...or night
Every good thing
Must come to an end
Today is your time
My longtime friend
For tomorrow
It will start a new
To see a fresh face
Come this afternoon
Time for me to rebuilt
Change sometimes
Can be hard
And if ask myself why
Just when you know
Everything about them
They must go away
So today if will say
Goodbye old friend xp
Hello new friend
Windows number 7



..You ask me...:

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2014, 5:58 PM



......

You ask me...:)


1. If you had/have kids, what would you name them? (Male AND female)

...Male ...Ryne

...Female ...Kelli

2. Do you prefer sunrise or sunset?

...Sunrise

3. Who has ALWAYS been there for you, no matter what?

...My sprit guide...BR

4. Would you rather have 20-minute thunderstorms immediately followed by sunshine and rainbows, or day-long rain that creates a thick fog in the air?

...Sunshine and Rainbows

5. What does your name MEAN? (Look it up if you don't know. You can do your full name if you want, I don't care.)

...Skot ...Variant form of SCOTT

Meaning & History...From an English and Scottish surname which referred to a person from Scotland or a person who spoke Scottish Gaelic. It is derived from Latin Scoti meaning "Gaelic speaker", with the ultimately origin uncertain.

Related Names
VARIANTS: Scot (English), Scot (Scottish)
DIMINUTIVES: Scottie, Scotty (English), Scottie, Scotty (Scottish)

6. Out of these, what is your favorite time of day and why? 5:30 am, 7:00 am, 10:00 am, 12:00 pm, 2:30 pm, 4:00 pm, 8:00 pm, 12:00 am, or 2:30 am?

...its got to be 2:300am...why...its when am in dreamtime and all is possible.

7. Out of ALL the stories you know (fictional and nonfictional; book and real life), which is the SADDEST in your opinion?

...for me its old yeller...about a family loving dog who becomes mad and the father had to shot him to protect the family.

8. What are your top three worst fears? (I mean in "phobia" form, and describe it. If you don't know what it's called, look it up.)

...Fear of tight places
...Fear of crowds
...Fear of dying

9. Of all places in the entire world, what is that ONE place where no matter WHAT you're going through, you can just forget everything and have complete serenity and euphoria?

...For me in dreamtime.

10.  Do you know of Amy Todd? (If not, look her up on youtube.) What is YOUR opinion on her situation, and just bullying in general? (And I honestly DON'T care if you write a novel, so long as you express how you feel about it....)

...just saw Kitchen Nightmare that showed the clips from the my ToNights show...she a complete wack job and has no clue to what is the real problem in her reasturant .

...No victims...no rules...ask no question for u  ...:iconflyravenplz: